January 2011
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Food for Thought: More Osho on Life
Always look at life with new eyes. Look at people with new eyes. Look at things with new eyes. Never bring in the old. Never look through the memory, never look through experience. They are all clouds which surround you, and through which you lose the freshness of life. Always make way and look direct, immediate, and you will see that everything is so new. Each moment, it is complete.
Each...
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“If you be my boat, I’ll be your...
california-dreammn-deactivated2 asked: I'll be your valentine any day.!
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Valentine's Day & Tumblr
Ah that dreaded singles awareness day is approaching. Haha, I’m not really that into it personally, I feel like its been commercialized like so many other holidays. I’ll bring you flowers and candy just because its a random Wednesday and I think you deserve them..not because a designated day says I’m obligated to do so. Despite all the hooplah, it does manage to highlight a very...
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Incense burns…
Smoke unfurls.
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chelsssaay asked: uuhh yeah sure, you can paint my portrait if you really want to be graded on my ugly mug lol. school is good so far. this semester is looking to better than the last 3 soo
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chelsssaay asked: I was a pharmacy major, then a chem major but I hated both equally. so now im just taking a whole bunch of classes that interest me, trying to find something that can still make me money. taking some anthro, french and writing classes
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chelsssaay asked: well, I'm chels, I'm doing okay, despite the regular hiccups of life. I don't go to school in nyc unfortunately, I go to college in western ny. and yes nutella is kind of amazing haha.
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chelsssaay asked: Thanks for the follow :) how are you doing?
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E. Badu is oh so true.
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Truth be told
I do miss having someone. Being alone is not so bad. Being lonely however is, and I blur the line where to two meet all the time. I often think about it, because I have a lot of time to think, and its where my mind tends to drift. They are not safe waters to tread I know. In my aloneness, I think about it. In my subconscious, I dream about it. It is on my mind wether I want it there or not…...
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Weary
This woman is growing weary Of having to be so strong Of having to pretend I’m made of stone So I won’t end up with no broken bones I can’t fight every battle alone I want someone to lift me Heal my wounds and give me kisses on my head Say words that should be said Fear is not the matter I would so much rather open up my heart And lay down my guard
-Amel Larrieux
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In Reality
My nightmares and fears come true more than my dreams do.
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I miss that silly phase of punch drunk love.
The euphoric butterflies.
The blushing smiles.
And the security I found a simple hand hold.
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“It all feels the same…pick me...
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WatchHey Tumblr, can any of you help me out as far as getting from a 2g to a 0g?
If your ears are, or were stretched, was this stretch difficult for you?
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Permanence
Permanence, something I should stop hoping for. Nothing is permanent, but sometimes my state of loneliness feels like forever to me. Like forever and a day, and I want someone to cling to, someone to remind me I am safe. To keep the illusion the shroud of darkness at bay, hence the pain. Like a wound something needed to fill it. To care for it. I need to remember, I am alone…in a sense of...
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There’s hope, even on the darkest days.
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Maybe Someday
Sitting here in thought,
daydreaming as I usually do.
I’m watching the snow flurries fall,
on this evening so cold and blue.
I imagine someday,
I will make someone very happy.
I love to cause a smile,
honest and true.
Maybe someday, somewhere,
that someone will be you.
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“Lady Brown with the all black hair, so fine...
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I don’t know where I belong. I am lost.
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Special
I honestly don’t remember what that feels like.
Its not registering anymore,
I feel rather detached.
A disconnect,
a divide,
I go on unnoticed,
noticing everyone
and everything.
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My Burning Heart
My heart is burning with love
All can see this flame
My heart is pulsing with passion
like waves on an ocean
my friends have become strangers
and I’m surrounded by enemies
But I’m free as the wind no longer hurt by those who reproach me
I’m at home wherever I am
And in the room of lovers
I can see with closed eyes the beauty that dances
Behind the veils intoxicated with love I too dance the...
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I’m only human.
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Lovely
I do not think I am a lovely being.
I am a loving being.
If only the love would return to me.
Oh how lovely that would be.
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